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Thursday, July 14, 2011.
all of sudden,i'm feeling hopeless.it has really been quite sometime since we last met,almost a month.
text him the 3.5 wish.
somehow i was hoping if i would atleast get back a short reply like the month before.
but to no avail.
well..i was disappointed,bursting in tears.
am i too emotional?
was he already fast asleep?
in the text,i mentioned about us,being in almost half the year since he left me alone with what he
has decided way months ago;and that i'm still holding strong even how hard situation was for me to overcome.
...
and its already half an hour since it was send.
yet,no reply,not even a text,nothing,
and worst,i guess now there's no more point for me to be wishing and hoping to meet him anytime soon.
as due to his tight schedule now; no,there won't be.we're not meeting.
i will have to get myself prepared if worst to be enduring for another month/s.
:'(