,
Thursday, July 14, 2011.
//1400hrs//fact is,he didnt even reply to the text.
so i asked,did u get my text last night?he say he did.
and mentioned that,2 be honest i prefer this way..
i then burst into immediate tears.
also he said,for me,better not now. i prefer this way..i have my freedom.
so?what is it now that i'm wrong??have i done something which clashes with his freedom??
have i???
sigh.
i guess,its time.
for me to step back.
and stop hoping/expecting.
because there wont be anything,
not even a single thing.
maybe this is what u want,to keep leaving me with thousands of wonders and questions.
and maybe this is the reason that u decide to get yrself even busy with work and more work.
ok fine,i'll take a step off all this hopes.
coz u just dont seem to care,
yes u dont.
even if this gonna take months and months for us to meet,
i'll wait.
and i mean it,i wont give up.
if u think this is your way,
i'll have mine too.