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Monday, June 13, 2011.
met him yesterday and how shall i say.
hmm..he treat me just the same as how he always do when we're together like in the past.
so when i feel that its the perfect time to let out,i did. he asked me what do i want. is there anything that i'm eyeing for. and since i'm the kind of person who dislikes asking people for things,i told him "hmm..tak ada apa apa yg i nak u belikan..tapi i rase ade 1..cume i tak tau kalau u boleh tunaikan ke tak.." (nah,i don't have anything but i think i do. but the fact is,i'm not sure if u could give me what i want)'
therefore he pester me to say it out directly without being so formal. so i said "yela..dgn ego u cm ni, bile lagi u decide. i tak mintak bnyk dari u..cume 1 ni je i mintak.."(yea..with your ego this way,when will u decide..i didn't ask much from u,only this)
and i guess,he understands and get what i meant so therefore he kept silence for sometime which I THOUGHT that he would give a positive remark. my feelings feels so strong that way. however it didn't. and my feelings also feels that he actually would want to make the decision at that time but seems like theres something bothering/stopping him to maybe.
haiz..wells..its ok..i know i love u..and i know u do too..