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Wednesday, January 12, 2011.
Dear blog,i know i have neglect u for a very long time.i'm sorry for that.
i have got so so many things on me;to settle,to do.
life?hah..dont ask me about it..coz i've got nothing interesting to tell at all..
why?coz i'm soon to be a fulltime jobless! yess,eversince i left the island(which i cant deny,has teach me alot,and have got lots of fond memories to be kept)
love?hmm..its hard to summarise u see..coz lately there have been lots of ups and downs between me and him..its either i dont understand him,or vice versa.
sigh..at times when i'm down,he's not there when i need support..and comes situation where i dont like the way he is,he wouldnt want to make the effort to make corrections to it..
i do envy couples enjoying themselves going out,spending time with eachother..unlike us..
all those are just part of our countless memorable moments in the past..there isnt any of those nowadays..he;with his work..and me;with watever i'm doing at home..offdays?nah..we're unlikely to be seen going out during his offdays..reason?he prefers staying at home,and spend the whole day resting and paying back all his sleepless nights.. feel my frustrations?
yeahh..i feel that ALOT of times..but well..what and how else can i say if end up he will still thinks i'm not understanding..haiz..tough..its really is..
now if u ask what's going on with us?well..i can just say i'm following the flow..
if we're ok,then we are..if we dont seem to be on the right track,then we're not in gd terms..
right,enought about love.
as for career life;i'm just so sick and tired of it can?i really had enough!
been cheated,been teased,been used as to wait for but end up nothing..
school?well..the one i wanted is wayyy to ex..
haiz..i just don't know whatelse to say about whatever things i've suffered lately..ohh yess,asking about my NewYear?well thats it! ):