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Wednesday, June 30, 2010.
was it me who is not understanding,or is it him who doesnt seem to understand my time of sacrificing.as for the month of july,i specially request in the schedule to not work on all saturdays.hoping and expecting for a meet up/outing spend with him.
HOWEVER i guess,this week,there wont be a single day,a single time,meeting/seeing him.
and i guess,it will be the same for the next week,and might be for the next 2 weeks also.
:'(
mungkin da mmng ditakdirkan kite tak kan dpt jumpe kan b..hmm..
da la..kalau da mmng betol tak akan ada 1 masa,1 saat pn bertemu,biarkan la.
sesungguhnya ku tak sanggup,namun terpaksa juga ku terima.
ive been keeping quiet throughout our convo when he called me just now.not that i'm pissed off,but more on disappointments all over.
haiz..if its true that theres really no changes made for the week,then thats it.
i will just go with the flow.
whatever happends,i wont let u know,but to keep things between me and myself.
i wouldnt want to let u worry.
coz deep in my heart,like i never fail to say;
i love and miss u,so much and forever.