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Sunday, June 27, 2010.
Bad accident.alone i board a cab.atfirst everything was smooth.but all of a sudden,the driver seem to purposely drive like mad,till it dashed onto a tree.
(a dream i dreamt last night. oh my Almighty,why and whats going on to me this days.been getting all weird incidents and signs all over. astaghfirullahalazim.)
hmm.. :'(
its not that i'm creating stories.but its been fact.
lately i really had all sorts of weird incidents happening to me.
it all started last saturday; fell down at my home bustop.when it wasn't even raining at all,not even a wet ground. and i somehow fell on the rocky grounds.having bruises,wounds,minor cut on foot and knee.
then,on 1 of the weekdays on my off day; i just finished having breakfast,and was about to put my glass plate into the sink,and somehow all of a sudden,it dropped and break into pieces. & i WAS HOLDING IT WITH 2 HANDS! how can it suddenly dropped tell me.
and just last night; was the bad cab accident i dreamt.
told bb about it.he advice me not to think about it any longer.but i insisted,coz how should i?
its not about minor incidents that happened.
i myself,am worried.
& i guess,yesterday will be the last day meeting and seeing bb,coz today evening,he's booking in,and on book out,i wont be fetching him due to teaching.and on coming weekends,he'll be going out with his friend.and thats about it for the whole of next week.
as for the coming next 2 weeks on the weekends,still,might not be having any meetups with him.
next 3 weeks,on the weekends;his bunk mates has got plans for their outing. so again,no meetup.
hmm..
well..i'm pissed for sure..coz this should'nt be the way..but what can i do more.
will be all by myself.i'm prepared.
(and i don't know why i feel unsecure after getting those incidents.)
told him everything.he's worried of coz.and he never fails to say his love to me.
"b love u so much".."i just want u to know tat i love u so much"..
& i replied: "remember me always..pray for me and my safety..don't forget to takecare of yrself and yr health..love u too,so much and forever."