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Tuesday, June 08, 2010.
and this is it.bb has already just entered the life of an NS man.send by his sister.
i felt guilty for not sending him.
not that i don't want to;i obviously want.
but to think back,i better not.
as i honestly will get emotional.
making me disappointed early morning when he was on his way to cda;
was when i called him,and we didn't manage to talk as usual.coz he says: "ok la,pape msg je k"
and of coz i'm hurt in a way.so once we end the call,i text him right away: tkble bbual eh?tkble takpe la..u just takecare je..(and i cried) )':
his reply: bkn tkble syg..b tknk nanti bbual,end up u are down syg..
(thenafter that reply,i didn't even reply his few other msgs)
after informing me he has board the bus from cck,he text: ayg don't worry bout b k..ayg takecare tau syg..
(makin la aku emo!)
all i replied was: ok..
and he text: b tau how u feel..b try my best tiap2 mlm b msg ayg k..siang b will off hp..
and i replied: ok..
when he reached,he informed me:b da smpai tau syg..
and thats it! THATS THE LAST MSG! unbelievable for me.
yes,coz i expect him to atleast msg me before he officially have to start.
but no.he didn't.all i did was to text him: da masok eh?knp tk msg ayg before masok?.
& of coz he there's no reply at all..sigh..
now,waiting for his next msg/call.which i guess will only be tonight..
whatever it is,
dear bb,ayg will miss u so much..i am too close to you that i can't deny its tough to get apart from you for this long..i will wait for you no matter what..and b don't worry,ayg will try my best to get use to it,and be strong..eventhough i know you hate the word forever,but i don't care..coz i love you so much and forever..