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Sunday, May 02, 2010.
its the 2nd May today.and ohhh my..next month next month):
i tried not to think about it too much,like bb always tell me,don't think about it.just hope he will be fine all time.
yes dear,i hope coming 3 or 4 months will pass by as fast as possible.
and yes,i will try to be strong.
well,some people might be spending their last few moments with their love ones before the went on for something.
but as for us,i got the feeling that no.it might not happen.like i said,our offdays doesn't fall on the same day.
so..most of the time,we'll meet on the phone.i mean,communicate via telephone.i can't ask for more,but i have to start and learn to be more understanding.
i admit,i tend to make him pissed whenever we don't get to meet.
nevertheless,now onwards,will be the time for both of us to hold on a trust.
iloveyou.