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Friday, April 30, 2010.
its been quite sometime since i last update in here.i haven't got any much of free time to surf the net and blog.except to check on mails.nevertheless,here is the right time though.
its 1919hours now(seems like i'm too used to working so much till i wrote hours in here).
am currently tutoring my cousin.
yeap,went straight after i end work at 1645hours.
tired?nah..i'm getting use to this routine.honestly,to say in an informal term,simply said; i got "no life".
hah..yeah..what to do..i love the place i'm working at right now.(minus some people whom i don't really click that so well)
i will somehow feel like its a big lost if i were to leave my working place.i'm comfortable with the working operations.
just so if any of you might be wondering why am i so use to tired-ness or the term "no life".
well here you see,
out of 5 weekdays,i work for like 4days? / sometimes all 5 weekdays.
and if its 4days of weekdays,then i have another 1 day weekend.nope,not off day,but working day.
so easy to say,for the pass few weeks,i don't feel that my weekends is much spend for myself/my family.even my boy.
nope,we don't spend quality time on weekends to spend,dating/watching movies.
we work.yes,both of us working on weekends.
and so,we will only date after working hours.having dinner after work.infact,worst come to worst,home straight right after work.
cool?lame?boring?you decide(:
yes,i do grumble and get pissed whenever i don't get to meet him.another reason;our off days doesn't fall on the same day.
AND,even when it falls on the same day,we don't really meet.
better to be resting at our respective homes.
dear,i know you tend to get irritated by my unnecessary mood swings/frustrations/misunderstanding over our small matter.but,simply said,at times,i miss you a lot and so much.
well,now on..i HAVE to train myself to be a "loner" without him by my side all the time.
he's getting on something very very soon.
and definitely i will miss him terribly.
however,he needs my support,and he wants me to be strong.
yes dear,i will.
i love you!!!!