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Thursday, April 08, 2010.
1819hours now;ended work an hour ago & am here alone at Habourfront Mac'D

& i thought that this will be better,but worst instead. Expecting happniess,yet always return hopeless.
The other half; wouldn't want to understand this feeling i'm having.
why?simply because everytime i tried to share to him this loneliness i'm feeling,he will forever respond: pls la..try to be understanding..jgn nak pentingkan diri sendiri ble tak..and jgn nak marah suke-suke..jgn nak suke-suke tunjuk perasaan..i hate that kind of person..

see! how would you people feel when your other half express those at you?seriously and honestly,it sucks big time for me.

Till now,i'm still eeking for his warmest understanding in negotiating this matter professionally. Yet i'm always the one losing,eventhough deep inside,disappointments are all over.

and again,i'm the one to blame.
yes i can be patience,however this doesn't mean that it can be taken for granted.

am really frustrated and so not in a good mood..your initiative???
mind you,this is not the first time.

i hate this alot*