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Friday, August 14, 2009.
true enough.just like what i've expected.not meeting.no outing.
(9.45am - 12.20pm)
haiz.most of the times i just don't understand when it comes to this kind of situation.
it always happens this way whereby he will feel sorry for disappointing me,and i'm disappointed for all the awaited excitements,end up its gone hopeless.
its not his fault sometimes.however i just feel like as if situation has always been this way to us.
mind you,this kind of thing already happened few times before.and because of this,we quarrel and there comes the misunderstandings.i seriously hate it.that is why i say i hate last minute plannings and confirmations.cause things will gone hopeless.
just like what i mentioned in the previous post.
you guys should now figure out why is it most of the times,i'm the one who's very excited.some might say,aku ni semangat giler nk jumpe mataer.mcm 1tahun tak jumpe gitu.
here i admit,i know.here's what i can explain.
cause like i said,he didn't live in Singapore,so when situations like this happens,there's no way and no time for us to change the situation and make things back happening.
i try not to make things worst.of cause,he did apologized.and he did wished our anniversary.
and he already plan on postponing today's outing to nextweek.
frankly i said,i wouldn't want to get excited on that cause if i did,i can assure things might be repeating like today,or worst,he got to work on that day.
then again,i will get more pissed don't i?
for if you people want to know how it feels like having my loved one staying overseas,its really an endurance.seriously.
(1.30pm)
now,he's calling and messaging;saying that he's guilty for not meeting me.
and i haven't made up my mind yet if i want to meet him later.
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hmm.what a day.what an anniversary-day.
nonetheless,i still love you.