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Thursday, August 13, 2009.
tmr's 1yr6mnths.& someone beautifully spoils my mood today.
i tried to be understanding.and i've understand you alot.
but sometimes,this feelings made me change.
when was the last time we had quality time spending together?
most of it were just short meet ups.and yes,i appreciate that though.
only that i personally feel that i want to spend atleast a day going out with you like how we used to last time.
haiz..how fast time flies..
our past fun times has always been lingering in my mind.
where we were in the same school,waiting for each other after lessons.and make plans for little short outings.even just hanging under void deck nearby school.
talking,joking and laughing with our friends.
how i really miss those times..seriously..
now that his working day is not fixed.got to work whenever they need him to.
of coz i don't mind him working.
but its hard to get him on his off days.
we're not like couples here,who can easily find that little time even though its a last minute plan.
but not for us.he's not staying in singapore mind you.
and that's one of the many things i have to endure and understand.
& i hope this clearly explains why i've always been missing him every now and then.
alhamdulillah,i've known him for a year and a half now;and those sacrifices,patience and endurance.nothing will i ask for in return.
i seriously can't describe how much i appreciate your sincerely love for me.
throughout all and much hardships we've been through personally or together,that makes me love you more even how much pain you've hurt me before.
maybe,if i didn't follow my heart,we're so long apart.however thanks to the Almighty;who kept me strong in overcoming those.
honestly,i've never ever give up on you.my love too,had never fades away for you.
never i did.and never i will.
i know he won't be reading how long my heart would say on this.& i know,he will definitely turned to tears if he were to read this.coz he ever read something similar which i wrote on my notebook,and tears really fell on his cheeks.
anyway,to my dear Solihin,i really do love you.