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Sunday, August 16, 2009.
as i mentioned yesterday,off to obek sipa's hs and den to vivo and then back to obek sipa's hs for very late dinner.most of my cousins left after that however my family,cik cu and cik pa stayed as we're waiting for abg aan and yati to arrive.
and so they arrived at 1am.and as usual,we had a great chat together.
then when it strikes 2am,we went back home.thank god that my home is near to obek sipa's.
just a 10minutes away distance actually.
and when i reached home,got changed and off to sleep.
and was awaken by my alarm at 5am,called bb,and woke him up.
as usual la kan,called and called.and it always took me 2hours or more to get him to answer the phone and assure me that he really have woke up.
then i got back to sleep,and got awaken by mahirah's screaming saying "KAKAK! BANGON! MAMA DA NAK ABES KEJE! MAMA SURO SIAP SEKARANG"
geeeeee! i'm still sleepy even when she shouts that.and just as i was about to get back to sleep,mama called my mobile.
ohhhhhh and that is when i got no other way to get back to sleep but to force this bum to get up and off to shower,and get changed.
thereafter,left home at 2.15pm to cousin's house at woodlands.
got home at 7pm just now.and am now blogging,facebooking,hotmailing,smsing,stomachaching,tired & sleepyyyy.
anyway,bb gave me a lecture that day.cause he's really worried that i still can't get any job or school by this time.
i know he wants the best from me.and like he mention plenty of times,if i think there's no other way that i could enter any school,then might as well i get off to work.and with this,he gave his 100% assurance for me to get a full time job if possible.
since months ago,he wanted me to work at his place but of different department of cause.
but i told him many times that my parents would not allow me to work at his place.
don't ask me why.i myself don't know how and why is it so hard for them to allow me working there.
but in this case now,i've made my 80% decision to get a job there at his place.and when asked by parents where am i working,i tell them something else.maybe something similar but of cause not mentioning the location.cause its the location that they don't allow me to.
i know its a sin.but i hope god understand my reasons.
haiz.tell me,what is it that is wrong working there.
here now,i thank god that atleast there's bb who continuously gave me his support eventhough i'm pretty sure that i can no more rely on my parents especially my dad's agreement.
i will tell myself to work hard on my coming job.insyaallah.