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Tuesday, June 16, 2009.
i'm becoming more worried about the condition of bb's dad.
bb called me early midnight at 1am,he was still at the hospital and i could feel that he's in tears.
and so i asked if everything's okay.
unfortunately,bb says that his dad's condition and attitude is becoming a little different.

me: hello?b?
b: hm..
me:b?why?
b: papa..
me: why ngn papa?papa kenape?
b: papa mcm da laen mcm..
me: huh??laen mcm?laen mcm mane??doctor ckp ape?
b: enta..doctor tk ckp pape..nurse kt sini sume mcm mls buat keje..
cume tadi heartbeat papa tak brape bagos sgt..skrg da ok..
ni skrg die da start laen mcm..
me: huh?ok ok..b sabar k b..what u mean by laen mcm?
b: die da merapu yg bukan2..da mcm bbual bukan2..
me: huh??ok..tapi die masih kenal orang tk?masih kenal anak2 die tak?
b: tu tk tau ar..kenal pon gitu2 je..
me: hm..b sabar je k..
b: (silent)
me: b?..ok b,ayg tkble lame,international prepaid da low..takot tercut-off..anything msg k b..
b: k
me: b sabar k b..

and so i text him;
b..b sabar je k..b bacekan pape yg b tau..doa bnyk2..mintak pade tuhan,kasi papa kuatkan semangat..insyaallah everything will be ok..ayg doakan semoga papa disembuhkan dari penyakitnye & dijauhkan dari segale yg buruk..b bnyk2 sabar k..

bb cried all along talking to me on the phone.i know its hard for his family to go through this.
i was too,in tears.
all i could do,is to keep on praying for his dad's condition.