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Wednesday, March 11, 2009.
been slacking at home,
been sick,
been weak,
. . . . . . . . . . since monday until now.


forcing myself to go out but i'm just so weak to move around.
and when i'm weak,i'll get super lazy.
mind you,i really felt so weak that i'm lazy to even go down for awhile to take letters frm the letterbox.

weak until i didnt really contact bb that much.
but he did,to ensure that i'm fine.
well,he did have fun just now going Sentosa with his classmates.coz today's their last exam and last day in school.

however just now when he called,he kept asking am i okay or not.coz he feels as if i'm not in my mood.or i might be in frustration with him.
but no la b..i'm just so weak and didnt really wanna talk that much.and ya,even my replied messages makes you wonder.
heh.no la b..ayg not feeling well je..i'm not angry with you or what la b..

and now i'm missing him badly and so much already.
the last time we met was last saturday night,at woodlands.and thats only a 15minute meetup.
how sad! hmm..

did told bb i feel like goin out tmr.coz if i were to stay and slack at home,i will forever feel weak.but he didnt really allow me to.
since i've got the job interview on friday,he told me to might as well just go out on friday..hmm..
now i'm wondering,will we meet this friday?
will he want to meet this friday?
or i'm on my own the whole friday?
interview held at Kovan.far frm my place?yes it is.and i've got to leave house about 2hours before meeting time at 11am.
hmm..

*preparing myself,resume and portfolio.

dear hubby,
i miss you so!