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Thursday, February 26, 2009.
heres another looonnng post.incident which happen this evening:

i planned on watching a movie with bb as i feel like its been a long time since the last time we watched.so i went lot1 to return my uniform back,and then off i took the train to amk..and since it was raining very heavily,so bb asked me to wait outside school instead as he's afraid if i'll be waiting for so long.so i wait outside school.thereafter,had to wait for nearly an hour coz bb's stuck in school and theres no way to go out without any shelter linked.

by then it was nearly 4pm.initial plan was to go town and catch a movie.but since its already 4+,we dont make it.
and we took 159 to amk.drop by cashconverters for awhile,and off we took a walk along the amk heartland shops.walk and walk and we went in to amk hub.again bb asked if i want really want to catch a movie or not.so i say,let watch pink panther2.and his reply was,alaa,buat pe..cd da klua,baek beli cd je sey..and i duno y but i feel like it sounds sacarstic.ergh!.
so ok,i kept quiet.trying to think and make decision.end up,i said; da uh,jln uh!
aku betol pnye fedup.atfirst he reacts patiently by trying to cool me down.but it failed.
so he asked,where am i heading next.i said i wanna dropby mondo.so he followed.
then i feel like none of it attracts me with my current mood.so we left.
AND,thats it.
that was the last shop we entered bcoz once after we went out frm mondo,bb walked off frm me.
just like that.walking off before me leaving me behind.
AND,we DIDNT EVEN walk side by side at ALL.
yeap.and thats ALL THE WAY frm amk hub,to walking to amk mrt,to waiting for train,boarding train,alighting train.both silence.no communication,not facing eachother.

next,6pm;
reached woodlands.while he's smoking,i looked into his eyes all the way without looking away.
and with his anger,he said: asl tgk2?!
so ok,i didnt raise my voice coz i know if i did,it will get worst.therefore i said:
look here,wats wrong now?
he said: wats wrong?u tanye diri u sendiri kenape! fikir sendiri knp.i malas uh eh nk ckp.
i said: ok i tau i buat u mengamok k.and then da la.i nk baekkan keadaan tau ni.yg u nk bbual cm gini knp?huh?..ni u nk tros balek uh?
he said: balek la!.da takde mood uh!
~both silence~
i said: no! i tknk u balek dulu.
he said: bey u nk gi mane lagi?!
i said: gi blakang sane bbual ble?
~so we went to a place somewhere ard woodlands mrt.we sat down.and again,both silence.everyone who walked pass looked at us.yess we had a quarrel,so what?!~
he said: ckp uh ape u nk ckp.
i said: ok,apenye yg u tk puas hati psl perangai i?ape lagi?ckp ngn i skrg.
he said: u fikir uh sendiri.bukan ni je tau u.da bnyk perangai u i tgkkan.i diam je.ni i da tkble nk sabar uh u.i teros terang ckp.
i said: ya ape die?tingkah laku kesilapan i sendiri mane i nampak.u yg slalu ngn i,u nmpk ape silap i kan?bagitau i skrg,i nk tau.
~and i told him wats happening actually.sorry readers,its confidential.so i wont be saying it here~

and there my tears start falling.da menitis airmata satu hal.atfirst airmata mengalir sederhana.teros tkble tahan,airmata pon mengalir tak henti henti beb! and i tink thats the first time bb saw me crying very badly.seriously,tadi aku cry rabak.org passby tgkkan je.
atfirst my guy dont care much coz i know he's in super frustration.but slowly he kept wiping my tears away without fail.
so sambil aku ceritakan whats happening,makin aku nangis beb!
yes he kept raising his voice.but slowly while i was telling him whats happening,plus i talk with tears falling,straight away he talks slowly to me.
then he starts advicing me whats good and bad.indeed,he's a really a nice boyfriend i ever had.who atfirst shout,nags,raise up his voice like no one's business in public;but nevertheless,slowly the care and how much concern he is to me can truely be seen.
i'm really sorry to him and feel bad on my attitude just now for making him frustrated.
and the incident happend till 7.30 nearly 8pm.just imagine,i cried for like nearly 2hours?public oii.masyaallah maisyah...

giving me a kiss on forehead n a hug to cool me down,thereafter he said:
da la k syg?tkmo nangis lagi la..burok tau..*he giggles*..and of coz aku got no reaction at all.
and he said: kk,da..ni skrg,syg gi toilet,gi cuci muke k?..and once u klua toilet nnti,i tknk tgk muke u sedih gini k syg? *i nod my head*
so after i settle myself in the ladies,i thought that he would want to make a move back home.but then we went to look on the chevrolet exhibition at causeway point atrium.and yessss,the price is affordable i must say.i mean,not for me uh right now.but he's aiming one.
so looking at the car and walking ard causeway gave me a big breathe out after my cries.
and since i was hungry,i told him i wanna eat at kfc.and as we're walking towards kfc,we pass by another exhibition but this time,it was an exhibition on kids.i got no idea what is it about coz we just pass by and didnt even enter.BUT HOWEVER,i realised that theres someone kept tapping bb's shoulder frm behind.skali its 1 of the promoter who approached and CAN U ALL GUESS WHAT HE ASKED/said??:
abg,lu punya anak suda brapa tahun?suda ada anak ka belum??
bb and me we looking at eachother.and smiled.
then bb replied: ohh no la sorry,we're not married yet.
then uncle asked again: ohh not yet uhh?i tot married got kid already.
WAHHHH UNCLE UHH! LU BUAT LAWAK EH? maybe my guy looks old uhh..hehe..but ME??
do i look like a married lady?OR, do me n my guy looks as if we're already married?and have KID?
HAHAHAHA!
thats a gooooodddd joke la eh uncle.thanks for making me laugh since i was crying all the way before..hahaha!
and we kept recalling and kept laughing why is that uncle regarding us that manner..hahaha..
so we ate.
he make a joke which really tickles me.and atlast,he saw me being happy as usual..hehe..
thanks alot bb! no matter how saket hati i am to u and no matter how binget u are to me,i still love u and we still love eachother like always.now u know how much u meant to me when comes to situations like this.and now u know how much i need a person like u to guide me along right b?
ok,like he said; its okla..enough,just forget it je k.
but seriously,this was the first time i overcome quarrels face to face with a guy.especially my own boyfriend.not even once with my ex last time.hahaha.

so yeaaaaaaaa.a long post.i know.
heh.
jangan marah huh semua(: