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Wednesday, October 29, 2008.
nonstop begging upls..take me back in ur heart..
i cant bare losing u..
u meant alot to me..
pls..i merayu kt u..
i sedar i mengsia-siakan diri u yang benar2 da berubah demi i..
pls..accept me,
give me time to change..pls..
u..i really2 beg u..
really i feel bad hurting a person i really luv..
until he decides to let go of me..
really i feel so bad.
feel like killing myself.
i'm such a useless gf.
so much useless to u.
its fact that i'm so stupid to react that manner,
and to hurt u,
so much so until u're changing back.
seriously i'm fucking useless!
every minute of love,care and concern i get frm someone i luv,
seems i'm taking them for granted.
i'm no more being who i am as before.
whatever it is,
i wont give up waiting to gain back the luv frm u..
i hold this words.
and i dont care if it takes years to wait..
really,i mean it..
if before i knew u,i've been patiently waiting for love frm someone which takes up a year.
so here i am.
tears couldnt stop falling,
heart's always breaking,
life's always uneasy..
this is the worst ever.
of me,to hurt someone i really luv.
till he decides to let me go.
kesepian tanpa mu
i'm alone again without you.