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Sunday, October 19, 2008.
i dun know why i get mad easily with b.
i dun know why i easily throw my anger to him.
i know and i realise,
some are just small matters,
but why the hell am i treating him that way nowadays?
yes it might be his mistakes at times,but its just a small mistake!
come on lar mai.
dont always follow ur anger and frustrations.

i'm just afraid,
if once i step on the wrong way,
and thats it,things may be back as last time.
and i really really dun want that to happen.

maybe to him i didnt appreciate him for his change.
but no,i do really appreciate him for changing.
and thats the reason why i'm treating him this way.
coz i want to really takecare of him
and not letting him to get into the wrong way again anymore.

i know i've repeat this plenty of times;
but i'm not tired of repeating that no matter what,i luv him so much.

again,
bb..i'm very very sorry..
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