,
Friday, October 31, 2008.
been spending almost all of my time alone.like on wednesday;
to school,to raffles,chilled @serangoon til midnight,home at 1am+,slept at 3am.
as on yesterday;
to school,then woodland library til i knocked down to sleep,home at 7pm.
and today;
to bugis,bras basah cmplx,walked til raffles,chilled for an hour,to causeway point,bpp,home at 6.30pm.
haiz..so i guess,thats how my life routine gonna be.
now,i'm worried abt him.and yes,i really do miss him;alot and so much.
my life turned super uneasy when it wasnt like before where he'll always be there for me and with me.but no more now.
.... :'(
thanks to friends especially kila for her time listening and comforting me up when i cried like fcuking rabak.to sufi and taufik for cheering me up.to other friends who never fail to make me smile.and specially to my gerek aunt,cik cu;thanks alot for ur support,ur believe and advices.
berulang kali ku mencuba
memujuk dirimu untuk menjernihkan
atas pertelingkahan antara kita berdua
maafkan aku
tak terlintas difikiranku
melukai kamu melukakan cinta
yang telah kau berikan sepenuhnya kepadaku
tiada 2 atau 3 pengganti dirimu
hanya kau yang satu
bukakanlah pintu hatimu
izinkan aku kembali padamu
ku sesal akan perbuatan ku ini
takkan ku ulangi ku janji
terimalah ku kembali kasih
biarpun ribut melanda
naum tetap aku berdiri menuggu
agar terbukti janjiku padamu
berikan peluang sekali lagi
hanya ku pinta
i'll never fail to endure,for that love to return.
and be back in good condition.
really,i'm missing him.