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Monday, June 16, 2008.
met dear just now for after 3days.hah! yes yes! he's back frm holiday.and yup as usual,he bought for me something.hehes! thankiew hubby!oh ya..as i was saying,also fetched him frm work as per normal since now its already holiday period.then singgah-ed town for awhile to meet his friends.
hmm..wells..i guess i have to do regular inspections now onwards.haha! yeap.i think i should.coz you see,guys are always making girls suspicious in either one kind or another..ya...ya..i know almost all of his tactics and tricks..hah! sungguhpun aku saket hati biler dapat tau,tapi still aku sabar je..coz i always have this thinking whereby; blm kawin pe,so tkya nak control2 sgt.for now,i will yadaaayadaaa let things be.see how far can this tactics and tricks gonna continue its game with me.i know things can be worst and at the same time i know i can manage to be strong overcoming whatever all kinds of rabak giler babs nak mampos pnye kes.
when a moment whereby things between me and him get more serious,more trust to hold,begin making promises,then by that point of time,i can react like duno what lar eh.
bukan ape,its just that i wanna show guys that girls nowadays are no more those lembek2,penakot,cengeng,sentimentel,emo2 kinds of humanbeings okay! girls nowadays can manage to stand by themselves,standing for their own rights.and kire berani mati pnye ar! (not berani mati as in mati lar,meaning berani to lawan things in order to menegakkan kebenaran,berani to overcome things,berani to explore,berani to experience)
yeah baybeh! i'm sure girls nowadays can do it!
hmmph! mau try pe.