,
Monday, June 09, 2008.
i've been through alot
really..this is the toughest so far
yes..even how the situation is,i still do have feelings for you
even how bad you are,
i know,i believe
you can surely change
its just the matter of time
i know you love me
i know you care
coz even not until 24hours after you asked me to leave,
still you keep searching for me
and if you have someone else,
then why should i still be the one you inform of your whereabouts
so which part of your heart do i sat?
i'm sure you're aware that i've sacrifice alot for you
so don't you atleast appreciate?
that was then,
so what's now?
wanting me back in your arms?
i can
i'm willing
but can you,
start to change atleast
you should know how much i love you
this is really suffering,hurting disappointing for me
i've been patient all this while
but seems like it can come to its limitation line anytime
i know others will say that i'm stupid
to still keep loving you
but only god knows this patience i had
coz if others who had done more then you did can change,
so why can't i put that aim on you?
even with no high expectations
small bits of changes would make me happy atleast
and yes,i can't deny that i really do love you alot

Dear Allah,
pls give me strength to overcome this
pls give people like him the courage,and the heart to change..to repent..
Dear Allah,
make him realise his mistakes
let him aware of his wrongdoings
make him realise that life in this current world won't last forever
make him realise that theres people who really wants him to change
make him realise the wrongdoings he did is useless
Dear Allah,
guide people like him to the right path