ya i know i'm being so stupid.so stubborn.so kepala batu for loving him still.but alaaa.i duno laa..deres still love laaa..

and i guess,the decision wont be reveal this soon.hmm..tk tau lar biler.yes i know its better to reveal as soon as possible.but no.i dont think i will.coz,

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ishkk!

its okay.i'll serahkan all this questions to be answered by takdir.

let takdir decide.coz only god knows what i feel deep inside.

if really dear's fated to be the one for me,then i'm willing to.

no matter what,i will try my best.no harm trying right?eventhough i know in the end i'm the one who will get hurt.but nah,i wont give up.

dear people,dont worry k.i know what i'm doing.

no matter what happends,i'll be okay.i'll still stay strong.

let me try.let me carry on.let me take the risk.pls.