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Sunday, June 01, 2008.
at fajar mc right now.i'm just so super pissed off with my parents especially dad.
wth.ok..theres some misunderstanding and miscommunication going on hours ago.it doesnt really involve me,my siblings and even nenek.between my parents.and duhhh! well,those who knows my dad,will definitely know how he will be like when situation got worst or etc.
yeap,and now,i got nothing to do with any situations,and yet i'm being blame?arrrgghhh.i just dont get it lar okay..
i didnt really inform my parents where i am right now.what i did was to just tell them that i'm off to the library.but then,changed my mind to fajar instead.and all bapak could say was, "ehh!! kakak!! nak gi mane aje tuu?!! nk klua da tak tau nk blng org ehh! nk gi mane tu?!!"
and all i could do was to, "gi library lar!"
he then replied, "jage eh!! nanti balek kene!!"
and i was like wth.yaaaa...i know larr i'm 100% wrong for not telling where i'm goin.but hey,its true lar what dear and some of my friends told me.like hello,i'm turning 18,and this is the way i get frm my dad? this is the way he treat me? still? like a small child?
helloooo!!! come on lar,even now i feel that mama is more understanding then bapak.
haizzz!! seriously,i hate the way bapak treat me in some ways.
bleargh~
aniway,think i'm gonna get to my aunt's place after this.coz i know,if i were to get back home now,confirm the whole house will be nagging,and confirm jiwe dan raga ku tak tenang dan tak tenteram!
confirm,when i get back home,first thing's first; ehh,sini!!(bapak)
duhhh!!

ps:i'm not trying to be rude or what,but i'm here,trying to stand for my rights.