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Wednesday, June 20, 2007.
saaaaap!hv u ppl encounter sumtink like sleeping wif tears falling?
honestly,it always happends to me.
bt aniway,today's entry wont be bout dat.
rite..believe it or not,i was so so bored ytd evening dat i found diaries of mine which i kept it since sec sch?
haha!..yes2..its stil alive lar dey..bt entries r now more on blog.
omg!.i kept on smiling,laughing n wondering while reading tru those entries.
yea..entries written during my late sec1.haha..bt after reading,it seems like i've wrote more on sumone who 1st entered my life,instead of writing on other stuffs.
yarh..dat diary explains all.& now i gt to figure out dat its actually like:-
pernah bersama suatu ketika dahulu,
dgn hubungan yg tak begitu lama
ku pinta perpisahan darinya,
perpisahan yang tiada penjelasan,
pernah terlintas tuk kembali bersama,
atas persetujuan darinya juga.
namun harapan ku terkilan sudah,
kerna dia telah berpunya.
& tika perhubungannya dgn sidia musnah,
dia terus mencuba utk kembali padaku semula.
tapi pada masa itu,
kerjaya yg ingin dilunaskn dahulu.
& lastas aku menunggu,
aku menunggu..
hingga kini tiada berita darimu..
ok?.get the idea?
hm..yup its complicated yet confusing..
i myself duno watz goin on.
bt hey,dat was like 3 to 4 years ago ok.
now totally different..
coz years after years,diff ppl entered n exited frm my life..
can say dat 15% of dem i stil regard as frens til now.
bt where r the remainings?
hah.shud hv gone nowhere.MIA.
haish..see la..wat a complicated life i've gt..tapi tkpe lar kn..
sbg manusia,ive to accept wat is fated.
biar DIA yg menentukan.
harus redha dgn kenyataan.
dan selalunya,yg tidak dijangka akn terjadi pada masa hadapan..
[don be surprise coz usually the unexpected situations wil turn out in times to cum/future]
prepared?no?
yea.50:50 maybe.hah!
oh aniways,today & tmr,i'll be attending kursus pengurusan jenazah.
hyeah..it was theory jus now.n tmr more on practical!
hahaha.
scary jgk sey..tapi gerek uh..
i love the ustazah!.she's fun!
hehes.